There are times where I am the Grand Marshall of my life, and others where I feel as if I'm behind the elephants without a scoop! Very rarely am I comfortably on the float in the middle. It's generally varying shades of either extreme. This is my Manic Depressive Parade.
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Deep Darkness
The opposite of "Mania" is Depression. As "high" as I can feel when in a state of Mania, I can feel just as "low" when in a state of Depression. For me, depression brings a deep and abiding sense of despair. It is a place of utter darkness where light is too afraid to tread. In this place I feel as if the entire world is bearing down on me, and I can't breathe. Every second of the despair gnaws at my soul, and my spirit is so diminished it feels it will be extinguished.
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